A few days left for my exams.Dammit.
Excuse the indecent language people
Oh how i hate exams,it just scares the shit out of me!
Even so, being in this exam-oriented system has taught me the meaning of hardwork
Seriously ive never worked as hard as i did these few weeks, good for me huh?
First, i stayed up late at nights just to study
secondly, ive been spending more time in the library and i think people
who doesnt know me would regard me as nerd.
Third, i sacrificed this weekend and bijou bazaar as well so that i could study
Lastly, for the first time in my life, i kept my handphone away (if you guys din noe, i keep it with me
all the time 24/7, its my life because my friends live in there) ;)
However i dont really mind all these because they say hard work pays off well?
We'll just see how far the truth is when i get my results. pfffft.
sometimes life can be really unfair kan?
there's this girl in my class, she isn't this 'study hard' type
well she isnt at all,infact most of the time when i go to her room
she would either be sleeping or reading some novel
But the other day when we got our AS results, she got 2 A's while i got none.
darn.
life's unfair kan?
i still admire her nonetheless. these people are born with this gift from God.
however i cant put the blame on fate, it is my fault jugak
yes i admit, i fooled around during my AS exams last june
and they say 'what you give you get back'
true enough, ive learned my lessons.
*sigh*
I am somehow grateful,thankful that mara gives us second chances
to improve our results
hence, i am not just going to sit there and let it happen again.
pray for me, and ill do the same.
love you sayangs ♥